Sunday, April 6, 2014

Divine Jesus, Human Jesus

Fifth Sunday of Lent – Cycle A
Ezekiel 37: 12-14, 3: 1-7; Romans 8: 8-11;
John 11: 1-45

 
A few weeks ago, I attended the Catholic Men's Conference at St. Micheal’s. It was my privilege that day to hear Fr. James Martin, SJ speak. Fr. Martin, in his address, spoke to the fact that Jesus is fully human AND fully God. When we read the gospels, we tend to focus on either the human Jesus OR the divine Jesus – but Father Martin vividly reminded us that Jesus was both God and human. To quote his example: “Jesus was fully God when he was sawing a piece of wood, and Jesus was fully human when he climbed from the boat and walked on the water.

Father Martin's talk on the divinity and humanity of Jesus struck a chord with me. Now, every time I read the Gospel, I'm looking for the human Jesus in the midst of the miracles and searching for the divine Jesus in the everyday conversations that occur within scripture. Jesus was both – God and man – in everything he did. Nowhere are the two sides of Jesus more apparent than in today's gospel reading.

John's account of the raising of Lazarus ranks as one of Jesus' most astonishing and powerful miracles. Jesus had already raised two people, and there were instances of prophets raising the dead in the old testament also – but this time was different. The traditional Jewish belief was that the soul of a dead person remained within the body for three days. After three days, the soul departed never to return, while the body began to decay. No one had ever been raised after three days, so the situation was hopeless.

Jesus receives word from the sisters that Lazarus is sick. “Master, the one you love is ill.” Surprisingly, Jesus does not go immediately to Bethany, but waits two days. Religious scholars point to this as a reminder that God's timetable is different than ours. This is the divine Jesus making the choice. But I now have to wonder how the fully human Jesus felt about this. Was he conflicted? Did he agree with this decision, even when he was making it? As I look back over my life, I can recall times when I've had to choose a course of action, and later wondered if I'd made the right choice. Did Jesus feel this way too?

After two days, Jesus tells his disciples that it is time to go to Bethany. Lazarus has died – it is time for the glory of God to shine for all to see. Some of them remind Jesus that his life was in danger there, but Jesus is not swayed. Then Thomas boldly says, “Let us also go to die with him.”

Upon their arrival, Martha rushes to Jesus:

Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died. But even now I know that whatever you ask of God, God will give you.” Jesus said to her, “Your brother will rise.” Martha said to him, “I know he will rise in the resurrection on the last day.”

Martha believes that Jesus could have saved her brother. Even now, God will listen to Jesus and act. Then Jesus reveals all to her, and to us too:

I am the resurrection and the life, whoever believes in me, even if he died, will live, and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?”

Martha answers as I hope we all would, “Yes, Lord. I have come to believe that you are the Christ, the Son of God ...” Then Martha finds her sister, Mary, and tells her about Jesus. Mary rushes to him, followed by a crowd of mourners. Mary falls at the feet of Jesus weeping. When Jesus sees her, he is genuinely moved. The original Greek text is rendered as a startling image: “He snorted in spirit.” “Where have you laid him?” he asks her. “Come and see.”

And Jesus wept.

This is the human Jesus – a man who is troubled and deeply perturbed by the loss of his friend and the grief of his family. But now I have to wonder how the divine Jesus reacted to this. Was he surprised by the depth of emotion that was washing over him? Was he startled by the wetness on his face, the lump in his throat, the ache in his heart? And I look back on my life, on the times when I felt like this and wonder, does God grieve with me? We say that God is compassionate – and here is the absolute proof – Jesus wept.

His tears make Mary and Martha's question even more poignant. “You love us and you loved him; why did you not come and cure him while there was still time?” I think many of us ask God such a question when a loved one dies. Even Jesus asked it from the cross: “God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” While we cannot begin to fathom the ways of God, it is comforting to know that God feels our pain, understands our frustration, and even cries with us.

As I look back on the trying times of my life, it is easy to see the divine Jesus or the human Jesus in a particular instance. But Jesus was both divine and human. There is the divine Jesus, who with one command could shout, “Lazarus, come out,” and it would be so. There is also the human Jesus, who laughs when we laughs and shares in our joy and our sorrow. Jesus – living water – light of the world – the resurrection and the life – was fully human and fully divine. I am only now beginning to understand what that statement means. In the remaining time of lent, we are all invited to dwell on both the divinity and the humanity of Christ – to hold these images in prayer, and to enter into a deeper, more meaningful relationship with God.

Deacon Darryl J. Diemer
Fifth Sunday of Lent
April 6, 2014

Painting: Rembrandt, "Raising of Lazarus" c. 1630